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My Czerny

by An Historic

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If 03:56
Four stools down you spill your drink on the man he cries angry, runs at the streetlights to demonstrate scorn, the bar stands in unison the mood is tense I creep for the door I just want you to take me away but the hope's not enough it's not enough If we could hitchhike together we'd get far, I swear we'd get far to the north or the west, wherever the trucks go we'll find others, make them drop everything if you'd spilled your drink on me but the hope's not enough it's not enough If this plan doesn't work, I'll take responsibility buy us bus tickets home, or maybe we'll find a car drive out to nowhere and hunt for our food but I'm getting ahead, this is all presupposing that I was the one that you spilled your drink on but the hope's not enough it takes a little more the hope's not enough it's not enough.
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Nigun 02:59
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Hindsight 05:52
Excuse Me, I'm still in this city Ignored all the warnings Instead thought that I'd sit here pretty and cry to myself as I tried not to drown It was a spell of bad planning, I thought If I strapped in I'd easily manage to wait out the worst of the storm that took the crown It all went downhill from there You'd better believe I was underprepared for the sheer isolation you can't overcome when your only friend is a gallon of rum I tried to eat but instead I ignored it I tried to sleep but got no reprieve for it If I'd left to go somewhere welcome and warm then it wouldn't be me and this storm Swore that I'd never get stuck here again but it's just a cycle It's just a cycle and now I'm falling in Wrote my regrets upon my skin but the lessons that you think you learn from the past don't always sink in 2 It's been seven years, lost possessions some frantic replacements and chronic obsessions It was just a storm but it's one that I'll not soon forget If I'd the chance to revisit I'd follow the wise ones and leave while the going was good no I wouldn't stay to get my feet wet But it's easy now to look back easier still not to cut yourself slack when you find yourself at a fork in the road and the path that you chose has eroded These voices say nothing that I want to hear but somehow they know just what I fear I can drink one more glass, they'll continue to moan I can get it together, or die here alone Somehow I've found myself back here again I know it's a cycle it's just a cycle but the walls are paper thin to disengage would be a sin But the gift of hindsight never benefits you when you need it And a life can be forgotten if you can't see past your shroud (2x) And the Lessons that you think you learn
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Briefest Eye 05:25
Can I Confide in you? Loose Threads on all my seams Tell all my troubles to you if that is what you please there's no need for concern I will survive this phase but all I have these days is worry About the War Machine God and Guns and Government the will that claims it's heaven-sent and the victims on the television news but if I choose two channels down there's actors paid never to frown Ain't got it bad this storm will pass ain't got it bad didn't finish last. I'm sure my day will come when I get my reward I'm sure if I was drowning I would get dragged aboard I don't think I've been wronged Don't feel I've been deceived but for some good news I would be relieved. Ain't got it bad this storm will pass ain't got it bad didn't finish last...

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A brief demo of the types of things I hope to do under the name "An Historic."

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released October 2, 2009

Adam Matlock - Accordion, Clarinet, Vocals, Keys, "Drums"
Tracks 1, 3, 4, 6 composed/written by Adam Matlock. Tracks 2 and 5, Public Domain.
Licensed thru Creative Commons for Spare the Falcon Records, 2009

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An Historic New Haven

The home for the music of Adam Matlock, his songwriting alias An Historic, and his electronic project GZARA (fka G. Zarapanecko).

All music composed by Adam Matlock unless otherwise indicated. For all related projects, visit adammatlock.bandcamp.com

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